The world without me

Am I really here?
Am I really worth to be?
Am I merely to pass by and drown in the inhumanity of nothingness of fortune?
Is it worth being?
Why no one speaks to this?
And everything petrifies in the question in be!
Words, words, mere words are written down daily
The reason?
No one speaks again.
Silence fills the surface of humans.
Silence is their only gold.
The rest is filled with their vanity.
People and me;
Two different kinds of existence
Cannot co-operate with this nature
This one which they have me trapped in.
I prefer to see me rotten and chopped in cubes
Rather than be like a zombie among them.
Living like dead is not fulfilling as they promised.
It eats you away day by day.
Melts your skin and poisons your heart.
Makes your mind powerful and wont
And feeds on your self-destruction.
So to grow away is not an easy task
But one must try
Or else let others perish upon its body
All it takes is will and courage
But only with fear they can be achieved
And through it, prevail among the shadows
Through the Scylla and the Charybdis
Pass and fight your way through their claws
And let your heart lead your mind
Not your mind reign your heart!
Fight and you shall not lose,
Even if your battle is won upon
You will not have failed!
You will have learned
What other considered unthinkable;
Courage and faith helps
The people who dare to prevail through the light!

The wish

I wish I knew your name. I wish I knew if you’re happy or sad. If you have love or hollowness inside of you. I wish I knew what makes you mad and what drives you wild. I wish I could be there when you smile in the morning. I wish I could see your eyes in the sunlight without fear or shame. I wish I could know what makes you cry and what song makes your heart melt. I wish I knew the girl who makes you not sleep at night.
And the one who makes you not want to leave your bed in the morning. I wish I could be the one who you would say the last of word of your day and the one to wipe your tiredness with one syllable or a smile. I wish we had met another time, in another place, in another universe; where I wouldn’t be your stranger and your funder but your eerie angel of heart. I wish I knew what makes you live and what has brought you here. I wish your eyes could see mine and know that this is it. I wish I had you for a day…I wish you had me too. I wish this was not our world. I wish you were not in it without me. I wish I knew why your voice never flints and your face is always so austere. I wish it wasn’t so. I wish I could touch you…I wish you would let me touch you…I wish society was not against my wishes…but most of all I wish I did not live in such an imperfect society where to you I am not a wish but just a mere passer-by. Pity that! Oh how I wish you could bessame and ambrace me like the Spaniards do in passion. I wish I had never laid my dull eyes on you, for now I cannot look away and I am force in sadness to do so! I wish I was in you and you in me…but that will never be…for apart we shall always be!

*For the red-vested waiter,
Who I never got to know…*

The red-vested-waiter

Bare standing in your flinty presence
With your cold brown sparkling eyes
Behold me as a mere another one
My voice dares not exclaim my admiration
Yet it petrifies upon your northern grace
Your austere face gives such pleasantness
For my dull eyes’ spectacles.
Desire fills my hollow heart,
Which longs to feel your silky lips upon my own
And I fall in the trap of your velvety dour sounds
Mine eyes catch thy self in moments of unimportance
Yet there is so much life in there for one to see
I cannot help but notice…
Why little man you stay away?
Come closer one minute and cuddle thy stranger,
This stranger who worships you in silence.
Refuse the norms and give in to the unknowness of passion
Fall hard but fall with your heart
Like I have the moment my eyes first encountered yours.
Unknown visitor whom I shall not behold upon thee no more
Promise to eternalise your youth to my self
For you are always…always going to be fresh to me
Always young and unexplored
Always fiery and mysterious
And always not mine own!

Count the minutes of our first encounter
Count the minutes of my departure
Close thy eyes and look away
Look to your own…
…and forget I once existed!

Coop

Like lambs in slaughterhouse thy eyes glitter
My bitter grin looks on thee satisfied
Once I was tempted of becoming one myself
But resistance fell hard on me
Yet I prevailed till this minute
The system did not pull me to its greyscale nest
I will it and I pull through it
Thou wilt not put your rotten claws on my fresh alabaster skin
My will shall not yield to your decaying commands
May the stronger prevail
May the rotten pioneers die of their own suffocation
And may the sun burn the earth’s vain humanity
I am fed from the forbidden fruit
My sin is young and vast and my will lives for today
I look not to my back past
But to the horizons beyond of power
Rotten rascals! Thy weakness will be your end
Thy forgery selves will be exposed under the sun’s undying eye
And thy rusty smell will burn in the eternal firmament
Hate has obliterated you all
Darkness reigns your petty souls
And thy pitiful lives are led by chaos and insipidity
Inglorious bastards! Thy time shall come
And the light shall rule your disintegrated selves
Unison of youth shall prevail and light will resolve your dark purpose
No more atonement shall be accepted
For all the obscurity you spread today
Shall be repaid in the double in the tomorrow
Your dawn approaches and no more sins can cure the errors of today
Light will scatter and dazzle your darkness
No more chaos, but serenity!
Oppression!, your time is up…
Free will…this is your time to stand up!

A True Friend

A true friend is the one that wil make u laugh even when u r stuck in an unpleasant situation
A true friend is the one who isnt afraid of telling you the truth no matter how bad it might hurt you
A true friend is the one who will guide you and support you with every means possible when you're in an hour of need or anxiety
A true friend is the one who no matter how bad you might screw things up will understand you and still forgive you
A true friend is the one who loves you unconditionally, and even if your flaws list is bigger than the Sping Top Shop Catalogue
A true friend is the one who will ditch everything and everyone for you when you need them the most
A true friend is the one who will not laugh or mock at your loses or take any pleasure in seeing you failling
A true friend is the one who will offer you their company when you need a shoulder to cry on
A true friend is the one who at the end of the day no matter how bad things might be they will tell you that everything's gonna be alright and that you'll get through the rough times together
A true friend is the one who will do the first step for making up after a huge row youu had the previous day
A true friend is the one that acknowledges the fact that indeed your friendship is MORE important than their latest relationship
A true friend is the one who will come in the middle of the night to comfort you after a heartbreak you've just experienced
A true friend is the one who will think of you first above anything else and who will try their best not to disappoint you
A true friend is the one who will show you their love through the small and ordinary things everyday
A true friend is the one who will tell you that they are there for you in case you need them
A true friend is the one who will give you an affirmation of your friendship without you asking for it
If you think that all the above statements are aplicable to your friendships then yes YOU ARE A TRUE FRIEND!

Relationships come and go but friendships...they tend to come once every decade maybe longer...but if you lose them...
then the damage might cost youu a lifetime to repair what you might have broken...Do not let your friends drift apart or try NOT to hurt them so much that the
damage might be irrepairable...Learn to love and appreciate your friends...becasue without them...YOUR life will be fragmented by millions of dazed episodes
that youu won't be able to fit into...Learn to love your friends!!!

Friendship is trully the salt and pepper of life!

"Friendship isn't how you forget, but how you forgive.
Not how you listen, but how you understand.
Not how you see, but how you feel.
No how you let go but how you hold on."