Forbidden Fruit of My Soul

I’ve stopped loving you yesterday
The day that the sun grew tall
And told me to move on
Because your love shall kill me one day

I forgot how to write down your name
I only remember your blood in me
Your pulsing veins running against my skin
Your smell haunting my every breath

I left you behind
Because I had no right to take you with me
Only your printed image in my mind stays
And comes every dawn to bewitch me to your abyss

Dark and obscure you tried not to be
But you’re so much more than what you seem
Like Creon you’ll haunt your Antigone
And bury my lifeless body in your desert

You showed signs of caring once
Perhaps my mistaken heart was too eager to love
Too ready to expose this insanity of passion
And it remained silent in the rain when you stayed behind

Unable to let myself love your self
Unable to let the goodness run through my life
Unable to speak any words of love to you
Unable to ever be with you